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Today I wore a pair of size 20 pants. Yep, I’m just gonna say it. I’m going right out there with what size I wear. There are some things that you feel ashamed of and that you should hide, or not be transparent with, but I am going to go with this one little part of my life that I COULD have some amount of control over. I can’t control how much money my husband makes, I can’t control how many voice students I get (I can influence, but not control totally)and I definitely cannot control how many diapers Will poops in or how much he needs to eat. I CAN control what I put in my mouth. I really can. I don’t like to, but I can. So, yes, a size 20 is awesome considering that before I got pregnant, I was wearing a tight 22… and during pregnancy wore a 24+.
I would like
to wear a size 16. I think I could feel
relatively good about that. It’s not the
10-14 that I wore in my swinging single days (before hubby re-introduced
celebratory strawberry shakes and cheeseburgers) Those clothes are long gone…But, a 16 is good
because you can find it in the “normal” women’s department and not the WOMEN’s
department. I will NEVER have a flat
belly, and I will never have even boobs, but I can be a size 16.
If anyone
has any size 16-20 clothes they would like to hand down… I am not ashamed. I WILL take handmedowns!
OH... also, I can;t wear my wedding ring! I took it off before the inevitable swellingo f pregnancy began, and I have not been able to wear it since. I want to wear my wedding ring.
Oh and that picture was taken in 2005. I had to actually log on to my MySpace page to find skinny pictures of me… because all my good pics were on my external hard drive that crashed. Boo.
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